kharap mon!!!!!!!!

aaj raatiire toke janiei debo.....seshbar tor no ta dial korbo.....r ekbaar greftar hobo tor hashite....sesh baar bolbo toke valobashi.....aajke r otota dukho hche na...mane kichui hche na temon.kothay raag,kothay khov,kothay jontrona????kanna o to aasche na r...koi chokh to shukno...jol porchena to....ami to aaj khuub khushi,halka lagche nijeke...aajke dintao mondo noy....pasher chaade meyeta abar rewaj korche......rabindrasangeet bdhoy ......na na robindrosongeet noy....ki gaiche o???kirokm ekta mon kharap kora sur jeno....na na ta keno hbe...osob amari moner vul,sonar vul,dekhar vul.....amar aajkal bddo vul hoy sobete...choshmata aajkal prosroy dey boddo,khamkheyali probonata ra aashkara dey majhe majhe,joto boli chere de chere de......aaro bendhe bendhe thakte chay mon........kiser eto badhon???kiser eto chaoa???kiser eto valobasha????andhokupe haatre berachi jeneo kno surongo theke berie aashar poth khoje na mon????harate harate......harte harte tobuo barbar kno jitte chai?????toke barbar kno pete chai????amar dhongshabosesh diye tui hete jachis r ami pagoler moto chitkaar korchi..."ore jas na,ore jas na".....ami keno pari na toke koshto dite????keno nemesis debotar kache manot kori na tor mrityur???keno pari na???kno, kno???kon jalata bshi jalamoy???toke na paoar jala na ghenna na korte parar jala????janina....raat to anek holo...ebar ki tobe toke fon korbo???na na aaj thak....aaj to or jonmodin...aaj bolbo na.....aaj bolle bechara khuub koshto paabe,bhenge porbe....aaj noy,aaj noy. ami borong kaalkei bolbo sob kotha khule.....aaj raatire sudhu gaan sunbo....na na rabindrasangeet noy...oi monkharap kora gaanta........mon kharap kora...........mon kharap!!!!!!!!!!naki kharap mon!!!!!!